"Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith, and belief in yourself, vision, handwork, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.".
I just finishes a purity program with Carenet, that discuses the importance of staying pure. During that program we went on a retreat. At that retreat we were given some time to sit and be quiet and just let God speak to us. In that time I opened my heart to really hear God and I felt him saying I was NOT going to die. But live and tell my testimony of faith to others. I believed that he was truly telling me this and so I decided that whatever problems I was having I was going to give them to God. I was going to let God work out his plan the way it was meant to be, not the way I expected it. I feel that God is using me and my story to glorify him, and he will heal me when he wants to do so.
Today I finished my last set of scans. A pet scan and a cat scan which scan my body for more cancer. I have 5 spots. It looks as if the infection I had is now gone, and the spots are the same, and haven't grown at all. To me that is great news. And I feel as if the spots are not cancer at all. My doctors want to remove them but I really think we should leave them and monitor them. They haven't grown, so I don't think they are cancerous. We are going to seek a second opinion. To see if maybe there is another way to remove them and handle this.
I still like to tell myself I am cancer free. The word REMISSION makes me happy inside and hopeful that all of this junk is almost over. But like I said God will do it on his terms.
"I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the Lord has done."
Psalm 118:17
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